Clearing the Air
You knew it wouldn't work out a second time, but you gave it another shot. And yes, it felt different. The level of attention that you paid to this guy is not as strong as it once was. During the moments of anger and unclarity you actually moved on, which is surprising because for most of that time you felt like you would never get over him. You wanted it to work so bad, so much that despite listening to those who know you better than yourself you went ahead and agreed to "give it another go." It didn't last long, but that's ok. You two were more real with each other this time. Communication was bold and straightforward making sure that each party knew what exactly what was going on. This clearing of the air was great, and it also made you both realize that a relationship was out of the question....at least for now. It's funny that once you see something you were running after for what it really is it doesn't have that same appeal. However, once the air has cleared you two are still standing intact with minimal scars.